quinta-feira, agosto 15, 2002

de novo essa música... mas é q é tão boa... fazer o que
I've been feeling down
I've been looking round the town
For somebody just like me
But the only ones I see
Are the dummies in the window
They spend their money on clothes
It saddens me to think
That the only ones I see are mannequins
Looking stupid, being used and being thin
And I don't know why I hang around with them

The way they act, I'd rather be fat than be confused
The way they act, I'd rather be fat than be confused
Than be me in a cage
With a bottle of rage
And a family like the mafia

I've been feeling blue
And I don't know what to do
And I never get a thrill
And they threw me out of school
'Cause I swore at all the teachers
Because they never teach us
A thing I want to know
We do Chemistry, Biology and Maths
I want Poetry and Music and some laughs
And I don't think it's an awful lot to ask

Gia: (voice over) Life and death, energy and peace. If I stopped today it was still worth it. Even the terrrible mistakes that I have made, and would have unmade if i could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where i have walked. Which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, in it, and above.

Lisa: What's this, huh? Trying out your new silver? Less appealing for Daddy, hmm?
Daisy: Look at your own arm, asshole. Lisa: (sarcastically) I'm sick, Daisy, we know that, but there you are in so-called recovery, playing Betty Crocker cut up like a goddamned Virginia Ham. (sits on a chair, holding her cigarette) Help me understand Dais', 'cause I thought you didn't do Valium. Tell me how the safety net is working for you...Tell me that you don't take that blade and drag it across your skin and (sultry) pray for the courage to press down. Tell me how your Daddy helps you cope with that. Illuminate me.
Daisy: My father loves me.
Lisa: (nodding) I bet...with every inch of his manhood.
Daisy: I'm going to sleep now.
(Daisy walks upstairs. Lisa rocks back on chair and takes a drag on the cigarette)
Daisy: Please be gone in the morning. You're just jealous Lisa because I got better, because I was released, because I have a chance and a life.
Lisa: They didn't release you because you're better Daisy. They just gave up. And you call this a life? Taking daddy's money, buying your fucking dollies, and your knick-knacks, and eating his fucking chicken, fattening up like a prize fucking heffer? You changed the scenary, not the situation, and the warden makes house calls. And everybody knows...(beat)...everybody knows (runs tongue across teeth) that he fucks you. But what they don't know, is that you like it. That's right you like it. But hey man that's fine, that's fucking fine, I mean a man is a dick. He's a man; he's a dick. He's a dad, a chicken, a Valium, a speculum, whatever, hmm? You like being Mrs. Randone don't you? Probably all you've ever known.
Daisy: Have fun in Florida.
(Lisa gets up, moves to another chair, takes another drag and giggles)
Lisa: Yeah.